As a way to change your life, you have chosen the financial route; you are looking to start an internet home business, that is probably why you came to my site. That is a worthwhile goal and one that I support. Where we may diverge is how best to accomplish both goals; changing your life by making more money. For the last 30 plus years I have been involved with thousands of people who all want the same things as you do: a better life, more freedom, more available time to do the things you want to do.
You arrived at this site with a need to fill. When you fill that need, your life will have changed forever. You are looking for a way to better yourself, your circumstances; you want to change your life from where you are now and move to a place that will provide you with more of the things you want. Surviving is not enough, just getting by is not enough, you, like all of us, realize there must be more to life than just making do.